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Delete it all
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October 2014
defaultname
http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/989razha5m/MOU_IKKAI.mp3
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Post by DefaultName on Jul 9, 2015 1:26:38 GMT -5
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Frederica Bernkastel
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July 2015
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http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/sdddmnzh4c/09._zts_the_executioner.mp3
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Post by Frederica Bernkastel on Jul 9, 2015 7:56:59 GMT -5
Waking up way too early and couldn't sleep at all. Waking up with bad chest pain. Waking up gagging more than usual.
Personally after shit last night this is too little punishment.
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odyro
You're welcome.
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July 2015
odyro
https://archive.org/download/f_Wind/wind.mp3
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Post by odyro on Jul 9, 2015 9:07:24 GMT -5
Dealing with suicidal people. Actually this isn't a small annoyance at all. This is stressful as fuck and not good for me. I know they're going through a lot compared to me, but it still hurts all the same and messes with me, try my best to pretend to let it not affect me.
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#ff5900
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IRA
I sell pro-PAIN to the RUC
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April 2015
irawesome
http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/m29f819f6s/irasleeping.mp3
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Post by IRA on Jul 9, 2015 9:38:21 GMT -5
living with family that hate you.
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Gitaxial
[color=ff58af]Sweet lemon tea.[/color]
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October 2014
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http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/6440furk8f/Legend_of_Zelda_Skyward_Sword_-_Lord_Ghirahim_s_Theme.mp3
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Post by Gitaxial on Jul 9, 2015 17:08:50 GMT -5
Dealing with suicidal people. Actually this isn't a small annoyance at all. This is stressful as fuck and not good for me. I know they're going through a lot compared to me, but it still hurts all the same and messes with me, try my best to pretend to let it not affect me. I don't like dealing with depressive people in general. My mother was severely depressed for most of my childhood (drank a litre of Vodka most nights, wouldn't eat for weeks, constant anxiety and wouldn't leave the house, etc) and now that she got better I don't want to be reminded of those times. I remember knowing exactly how much alcohol to pour into her glass before I was even a teen. I love her but her constant worrying made it hard for me to do things with friends when I was young. Sometimes I resent her as well because now she berates me for not going out with friends, etc, because when I was younger I decided not to, to save her anxieties, I don't feel like doing them now. I'm also a huge pessimist and talking to other depressive people just makes me feel even more negative. The internet has always been my life escapism and talking to people who want to get serious makes me panic because I don't know what to do (ironic considering this depressing post), it reminds me of a time when I was a kid and I could see my mum basically killing herself with booze and shit but not being able to do anything because of my age. I never know what to do, it feels like I'm back in my teenage years without a clue. I also feel bad because I have dumped my troubles on people before and made empty threats during a difficult time in life. I left school, cut ties with all my friends, had no job, the family's financial situation was shit and my mother's depression was really bad. So it's like I know that some people just need to offload sometimes, but a lot of the time it just feels awkward afterwards. You realize the person listening/reading was probably feeling uncomfortable and feeling like they were unable to leave the discussion, it's not fair to dump problems on people who have their own. They're not professionals and in all reality you weren't expecting them to help anyway, you left them to worry about you to make yourself feel better. It's mean. I don't know. I'm just bad with dealing with people full stop and a bit of a bitch. Also /blog
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odyro
You're welcome.
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July 2015
odyro
https://archive.org/download/f_Wind/wind.mp3
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Post by odyro on Jul 9, 2015 18:14:33 GMT -5
Dealing with suicidal people. Actually this isn't a small annoyance at all. This is stressful as fuck and not good for me. I know they're going through a lot compared to me, but it still hurts all the same and messes with me, try my best to pretend to let it not affect me. I don't like dealing with depressive people in general. My mother was severely depressed for most of my childhood (drank a litre of Vodka most nights, wouldn't eat for weeks, constant anxiety and wouldn't leave the house, etc) and now that she got better I don't want to be reminded of those times. I remember knowing exactly how much alcohol to pour into her glass before I was even a teen. I love her but her constant worrying made it hard for me to do things with friends when I was young. Sometimes I resent her as well because now she berates me for not going out with friends, etc, because when I was younger I decided not to, to save her anxieties, I don't feel like doing them now. I'm also a huge pessimist and talking to other depressive people just makes me feel even more negative. The internet has always been my life escapism and talking to people who want to get serious makes me panic because I don't know what to do (ironic considering this depressing post), it reminds me of a time when I was a kid and I could see my mum basically killing herself with booze and shit but not being able to do anything because of my age. I never know what to do, it feels like I'm back in my teenage years without a clue. I also feel bad because I have dumped my troubles on people before and made empty threats during a difficult time in life. I left school, cut ties with all my friends, had no job, the family's financial situation was shit and my mother's depression was really bad. So it's like I know that some people just need to offload sometimes, but a lot of the time it just feels awkward afterwards. You realize the person listening/reading was probably feeling uncomfortable and feeling like they were unable to leave the discussion, it's not fair to dump problems on people who have their own. They're not professionals and in all reality you weren't expecting them to help anyway, you left them to worry about you to make yourself feel better. It's mean. I don't know. I'm just bad with dealing with people full stop and a bit of a bitch. Also /blog Was a bit hesitant to continue this since this is an uncomfortable discussion and I kinda wanna not dwell on it too much, but don't want to leave this post just there, so yeah, I agree and have been there with some of the places you been. Especially having a difficult time in life. Left school as well, family finances were bad, job very hard to come by, and all that. To change to something less depressing since I don't want to make folks feel bad: Smell of bleach sucks. All chemicals really.
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Rainbow
Albert
A lonely Rainbow.
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Rainbow
A lonely Rainbow.
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July 2015
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Post by Rainbow on Jul 9, 2015 18:20:59 GMT -5
A painful bump on your stomach. Not pregnancy or anything but like a piece of your stomach is swollen.
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Rainbow
Albert
A lonely Rainbow.
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Rainbow
A lonely Rainbow.
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July 2015
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Post by Rainbow on Jul 9, 2015 22:03:20 GMT -5
And to put another thing on here. Having no one to talk to. A lonely Rainbow is a dark rainbow.
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NoveRingadarl
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January 2015
akumainu
http://www10.online-convert.com/download-file/fdf42716db34176ced6aec235b3d418a/converted-3975fd2d.mp3
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Post by NoveRingadarl on Jul 10, 2015 6:05:35 GMT -5
Being out of the loop when something huge happens and not being able to do jackshit about it.
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#ff0000
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Redbear773
loads tree gun
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October 2014
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Post by Redbear773 on Jul 10, 2015 9:40:02 GMT -5
Backpain. sitting hurts, laying down hurts, it sux. Dont get old, kids.
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grayskyman
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July 2015
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Post by grayskyman on Jul 10, 2015 19:31:18 GMT -5
My brother. Just...him in general. Actually it's debatably whether or not he's a "small" annoyance, but at the moment I consider it small. So yeah. He's become so irritating that he manages to seep into my subconscious and shows up in my fuckin dreams to be an ass. Fuck him.
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LambdaDelta
Witch of Certainty
[color=#F00] I can predict with absolute certainty that a miracle will absolutely not occur.[/color]
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[color=#F00] I can predict with absolute certainty that a miracle will absolutely not occur.[/color]
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October 2014
admin
https://ia601305.us.archive.org/16/items/AboutFace/About%20face.mp3
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Post by LambdaDelta on Jul 11, 2015 13:38:29 GMT -5
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#8319e6
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Frederica Bernkastel
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Jul 9, 2015 0:22:17 GMT -5
July 2015
bernkastelwitch
http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/sdddmnzh4c/09._zts_the_executioner.mp3
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Post by Frederica Bernkastel on Jul 11, 2015 21:55:36 GMT -5
Does a combination of your health taking a Bad turn and you suddenly getting depressed count as a "Small annoyance"?
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#ff5900
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IRA
I sell pro-PAIN to the RUC
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Apr 26, 2015 19:18:18 GMT -5
April 2015
irawesome
http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/m29f819f6s/irasleeping.mp3
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Post by IRA on Jul 11, 2015 22:47:37 GMT -5
Really wanting to play Arkham Knight, but realizing the GOTY edition will come with everything for the same price as the game does now.
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#8319e6
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Frederica Bernkastel
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Jul 9, 2015 0:22:17 GMT -5
July 2015
bernkastelwitch
http://k003.kiwi6.com/hotlink/sdddmnzh4c/09._zts_the_executioner.mp3
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Post by Frederica Bernkastel on Jul 11, 2015 22:59:22 GMT -5
Really wanting to play Arkham Knight, but realizing the GOTY edition will come with everything for the same price as the game does now. I'll probably grab vanilla Arkham Knight very soon regardless of that fact since it's actually one of the games I was excited for this year. I do like the Arkham games a lot especially with how they took the Batman world.
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