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Post by Frederica Bernkastel on Jul 13, 2015 0:52:18 GMT -5
I wasn't sure where to put this between the General Board here and the Offline Drama but since it's not drama I posted it here.
I wanna say I am glad for this community we got here. I am glad for everything. I don't know why I'm posting the obvious here or why I'm in this mood but I am for some reason.
When I first came in this community somewhere in 2012... I think I admit, I was a bit of a socially awkward person. Like Bern was as awkward as Tumoko Kuroki(Cookie to people who get that reference). Like THAT fucking awkward being in a stream of a Let's Player I've watched regularly. Being a new person during that time when around all these people and Mike himself. A bit overwhelming.
I don't know why but I know I remember pretending being drunk to lighten the mood... for whatever reason. Fuck. I remember having fun with that.
Hell I even had a bit of fun from being a butt monkey despite how vicious it got. It's why for something like the Miasmata streams it's so polarizing for me: We got to see Mike at his finest while the chat was...kinda violent to Bern.
I do remember breaking out of my shy, awkward shell in here when I first begun my own streams and got regular attention from Mike. You should have seen Bern back then, she was a very shy witch.
(Off topic but I noticed I've been growing a habit of speaking in third person... for whatever reason. Moving on.)
I then remember how I began to talk about my own interests from gaming to cooking and whatnot to people. I got a bit of flack on both during my butt monkey phase(Especially on gaming.) but it still felt good letting it out.
And I am glad that I eventually showed people I am transgender in the chat. I mean yes people were making jokes like that in the chat before but I was that for a long while but was VERY nervous to come out due to that. In the end it feels silly holding it for that long.
I'm also glad for meeting a lot of people here. I'd be here all day if I wanted to name everyone in particular so I'll save that for another time. HELL I don't even hate the trolls, Albert, or the rest of the Radioactive Uber Cunts. Hey RUC, if you're reading this, I don't hate you guys at all! I don't! At least you make the streams less boring...even if you butcher a few words in the process.
I do admit despite that I do like to torture the chat and cause chaos. I mean fuck, I'll admit this: I love seeing you people squirm and whimper when I show Mike or someone else cringe videos. I liked my Terraria chaos a while ago. I don't hate you people like I said earlier: It's just THAT sadistic nature of mine tends to come out and it makes the streams more fun.
And yeah I rewatch the streams regularly to see all the good, bad, horrifying, and cringey memories we had.
I'll admit sometimes I feel like I'm a burden to the streams or that I could do more. Hence why I try to entertain people while running the wiki and booru at the same time as well as trying to bring new people into the streams. I still feel that way a lot. It's also partially why my own streams are on hiatus since I feel like I'm not doing a lot for people. I do my best but sometimes I still feel that way. It does get to the point where I tried to leave the community repeatedly. Yet i keep coming back for every attempt.
Why is Bern making this? Because she felt like it? Because of her depression? Her sicknesses? Because she wanted to show a kind gesture to everyone here? Not sure.
It may be awkward for me to say this out of the blue but I do. When I make these hypothetical ideas of if the streams and this community were a personified universe and we were in a "Nnemonicverse" of sorts, I mean it in a fun aspect but also because in a way, it's already like that with how this community is.
Look. It may be awkward to see this coming out of the blue but I had to say it. I'm glad I met every one of you and I am glad to be in this streaming community~. I really am~.
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Post by NoveRingadarl on Jul 13, 2015 2:21:15 GMT -5
Again with not being along for long I don't think I have much to add to this, just that I'm glad you're happy here and that I'm glad to be here as well. That and the third person thing might be my cause. I do tend to do that a lot around you.... Maybe I shouldn't have said that, oh well. :T
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Post by odyro on Jul 13, 2015 13:15:01 GMT -5
A long time ago odyro found mikennemonic. I honestly forgot how I found mike, but I more or less like to put it somewhere between LSD and Martian Gothic LPs. I think it might have been thanks to GameFAQS actually. Or Yume Nikki. It was in these general avenues I stumbled onto mike. I never watched let's plays much, but mike seemed interesting enough. He played games that were interesting. I wasn't actually odyro at the time. On youtube at the time I was called TheGreatMazinger among other Mazinger related names in other places (which now someone else uses funnily enough), and I didn't really comment much. Sometime around late 2009 to early 2010 I was reading more and read War and Peace and Homer's Iliad and Odyssey. odyro became born from the names of Odysseus and Nikolai Rostov. odyro. I deleted my Great Mazinger account, because that's just what odyros do from time to time. So I was watching mike streams for that long and was pretty happy. Some bad times happened, some good times happened in between. Some times I don't even really want to talk about as well. Not too long ago some forums were made and I joined and posted around, then lambda asked me for a skype and I made one, and then I started visiting other folk's streams, and I became more a part of this community I suppose. The whole land of odyros thing came from that forum. I just put it there and it stuck. And somehow I became a parody of horrid OC's that took my kind of stuff I put as a joke seriously (no really fuck that blue person on RPC), which I enjoy. Eventually some stuff happened in real life, I tried to leave like I am wont to do, but I came back because twitch did what twitch did and deleted mike's streams. And so far it seemed as though I was the only person who bothered to save them (though I know deathclock also made an effort, but never talked much about it. Maybe he still has it even and I didn't have to come back), so I came back and was really just planning to upload stuff then disappear again, because throughout some bad times were happening at home and my mother was in the hospital and I wasn't really feeling up to talk to people much. But I stuck around, then AB's streams almost got destroyed by the shiteater sammy and I tried my best to archive stuff, which I did, and thankfully he got unbanned and his streams were intact. And I guess I do things like make shitty OC's from time to time and visit streams and try to be a good person despite my downer moments. I bought games for folks who I felt were really good members of the community and figured that's how I'd show my appreciation for all the fun times and just being around and making this place a place. I still feel like there's more I can do for this community, though I'm not really sure what. I met a lot of folks here, got close to a lot of folks here, and honestly like just about everyone here. I think I can find a good word for everybody here. Everybody here is so passionate with dreams and ambitions and other stuff. So I'm glad I met y'all. Good time and bad, highs and lows. Y'all are some good people, and I don't regret getting to know any of you. I hope you all feel the same way about me, heh. I know I can be a pain sometimes, but I try to get better as time goes on. At least I try anyway. I dunno how to end this so I'mma just post this www.youtube.com/watch?v=XmqoFpDWCYYNO REMORSE somber edit: I think eventually I will move on from this community one day. I dunno when, but one day for sure. Hope it'll be on good terms with everyone at least and hope for some fun times all the while. I sorta have been feeling the need to move on, though you all are fun and stuff so I keep on deferring it. Why? I dunno, heh. I'm a bit of a loner I suppose. This is the closest I've gotten to anyone ever. It's fun but I'm not used to it either. Oh well, enough depressing stuff. Fun times for sure.
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Post by grayskyman on Jul 13, 2015 15:43:21 GMT -5
I guess this is the best place to say this, so here goes...
I've always felt like a waste. Just a pathetic loser with no ambitions. No goals, just floating along life putting forth zero effort into anything. Like I was unnoticed by anyone, destined to go through life without affecting anything. No friends. My family shows minimal affection or attention. Strangers only seem to judge me or ignore me. Nothing but a failure. You guys honestly feel like the only people who've shown a genuine interest in me. And made me feel like I was part of something. Like I was something more than nothing to other people. Thank you for giving my stupid ass a chance and showing me support even when I was going through some of my rougher times. You guys truly are the best friends I've ever had. I'll try my best to return the favor and treat you with the genuine kindness I've gotten from you. I'll do this as long as I can. Because you are seriously a great community and group. Thank you all.
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Post by IRA on Jul 13, 2015 16:16:11 GMT -5
So much feels. There's a special connection between the people here. While we will (probably) never meet in person I really care about you guys like you're my family. The streams give me a place to come and just relax after real life bullshit and my own madness seem to take over. The streams gave me a reason to get to the weekend when life was really bad. As more people started streaming I started paying less attention to the games and more attention to the chat. Sure I was watching RPG Maker crap, but I was watching it, laughing at it, screaming at it, and drinking to it with all of you.
When we lost DigitalAdhesive I fucking cried. He had been in Steve's "Blood Dragon" stream just weeks before. He had just bought Starbound on steam and everyone was enjoying the beta with him. I had only gotten to talk to him a few times, but he was still apart of OUR FAMILY.
Will the streams end? They will one day. Will we go our seperate ways? Yes. But I'm going to stay here until the end. Its been a really important part of my life and I really dont want to let go. :T
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Post by Gitaxial on Jul 14, 2015 17:48:26 GMT -5
Don't worry so much guys about the community dying. I was part of a shitty Zelda fangame for about two years (12 when I joined, 20 this Friday), and I'm still in touch with a bunch of people even though the forums died years ago, some people that I only just recently got in touch with again, some that I just didn't Skype for years. Some people you might never hear from again, but you might befriend other members that you didn't originally, finding you have more common interests than you realize. You might just drift away from others, finding that your common interest is gone (IE, Mike streams) and not having much else in common.
I found speaking to old admins a lot easier when the "community" died, no longer having to impress them or respect them. And when a community is gone, the "cliqueness" of it goes as well, making people more willing to join and reconnect. People who go away will probably come back years later to see if things are still truckin' along. It happens. A small group of you will stay and try and keep the embers burning. When/if Mike ever stops streaming, I can see him coming back in a few years to call you all faggots and to get the fuck off a dead forum. Although he pretty much says that now anyway.
Unfortunately joining another community after your previous haven goes is harder. Being a stranger in an established group of friends is awkward. You just don't have that same connection a second time. You're not a personality of the group anymore and people might not be as tolerant to your quirks. Finding another suitable place might be impossible.
But, y'know, fuck it, if you guys are as close as you want to believe, you'll keep in touch or fucking find each other again bros.
In this day and age, nobody is ever truly gone.
Unless they're dead.
Fuck.
That was a morbid way to end it.
/POWER OF FRIENDSHIP/
and all that jazz
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Post by Deleted on Aug 20, 2015 8:56:01 GMT -5
Edit: Well, after reading through this thread, I guess I should actually say my piece. I stumbled upon Mike when I was still a curious teenager looking for documentaries on YouTube about LSD. Suffice it to say, I found his let's play series that way, but I only watched a little bit of his first video before I said "fuck it" and moved on with my search.
It was around a year or so after that encounter that I started watching lp's pretty regularly just as something to listen to while I was doing other things. It was during this time that for some reason I remembered that one LSD video I watched a year or so prior, and after some searching I found it again and watched the whole series.
After I watched most of his YouTube content I then moved on to his Twitch channel and proceeded to watch his oldest Twitch shit. Interestingly enough I actually stumbled on Mike live streaming completely by accident. I then created my first Twitch account and proceeded to watch him ever since.
As far as the community goes, well, I've never been a very social person by nature, but it's been fun hanging with you guys for the last few years. I don't know any of you beyond our little chat and stream interactions, and personally, I wouldn't have it any other way.
For as long as I've been apart of this community, I doubt that I'd ever leave forever. But if you don't see me for months at a time, don't be surprised.
Edit: Holy fuck I almost forgot how awesome Crusader's OST was Odyro.
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Post by HungryVegetable on Aug 23, 2015 7:01:45 GMT -5
I'm fairly new to the community, so I can't post much in the way of sappiness, but I've been watching Mike for years. And I mean, his Ao Oni LP was the newest thing he had when I started watching, I think. Mike's LPs were always a favorite of Mine, his chilled out attitude always helped calm me down, I'd go to his stuff after a hard day and by the end of the content marathon I'd always have, it'd be a great night, no matter what bullshit the day had been before. Eventually he left youtube and I thought that was it, but I never forgot him or his content. Eventually, one day I decided I wanted to try to catch a stream, I was sick of my mom's abusive boyfriend and being an unpaid babysitter and basically running the house for my stoned out of her gourd mom and I needed something to make me smile. I remembered how Mike always cheered me up and lo and behold he was streaming when I checked. It was a lot of fun but I don't think I joined the chat for a few months.
Then, when I did, everybody was really nice to me, we all conversed and I felt included from the get go. It was a lot of fun, Mike senpai noticed me a few times and somehow a conversation we were in about Sailor Moon got him watching Sailor Moon content. It was a blast. I checked out the forums as Bern told me to do, and while that only happened at the end of last month, every stream has been so much fun, and every chat moment has given me a great deal of joy, so I've come to love the community. I kind of feel the need to establish myself here to be among you, which is a reason I'm doing art of streams and such(working on your request now Bern). I might be new to the family, but I do feel like a part of it, so I'll try to pull my weight. I just hope my occasional questions due to lack of knowledge of Nnemonic lore doesn't annoy anybody too much. This may sound super awkward to you, and it is to me because I can't social(I get the watamote reference Bern), but you guys are important to me, and I'm glad to be here, I'm glad to have talked to you all, and I'm glad to have earned the rank of hungry hungry vege.
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Post by LambdaDelta on Sept 5, 2015 7:11:43 GMT -5
I do admit despite that I do like to torture the chat and cause chaos. I mean fuck, I'll admit this: I love seeing you people squirm and whimper when I show Mike or someone else cringe videos. I liked my Terraria chaos a while ago. I don't hate you people like I said earlier: It's just THAT sadistic nature of mine tends to come out and it makes the streams more fun. somber edit: I think eventually I will move on from this community one day. I dunno when, but one day for sure. Hope it'll be on good terms with everyone at least and hope for some fun times all the while. I sorta have been feeling the need to move on, though you all are fun and stuff so I keep on deferring it. Why? I dunno, heh. I'm a bit of a loner I suppose. This is the closest I've gotten to anyone ever. It's fun but I'm not used to it either. Oh well, enough depressing stuff. Fun times for sure. I found speaking to old admins a lot easier when the "community" died, no longer having to impress them or respect them. And when a community is gone, the " cliqueness" of it goes as well, making people more willing to join and reconnect. People who go away will probably come back years later to see if things are still truckin' along. It happens. A small group of you will stay and try and keep the embers burning. When/if Mike ever stops streaming, I can see him coming back in a few years to call you all faggots and to get the fuck off a dead forum. Although he pretty much says that now anyway.Unfortunately joining another community after your previous haven goes is harder. Being a stranger in an established group of friends is awkward. You just don't have that same connection a second time. You're not a personality of the group anymore and people might not be as tolerant to your quirks. Finding another suitable place might be impossible. But, y'know, fuck it, if you guys are as close as you want to believe, you'll keep in touch or fucking find each other again bros. In this day and age, nobody is ever truly gone. Unless they're dead. Fuck. That was a morbid way to end it. /POWER OF FRIENDSHIP/
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Post by thenickisquick on Sept 23, 2015 8:39:51 GMT -5
Little late replying, but I have a lot to say, so I'll say it anyways. This was really the first online community I ever joined. I started watching around 2011 (not exactly sure when) after I stumbled across Mike's LSD videos, though I was mostly a lurker at first. I don't know why I joined the chat, but I'm very glad I did.
I think it's safe to say that this is one of the few places in my life that I feel completely comfortable. Everyone I've met or talked to on here has been amazing in their own way. Even Albert (it's amazing he's still at it :] ). In many ways, I feel like being here has made me more comfortable with my identity and just with talking to others in general. We all come from separate places and have our own lives, but we all join together to watch one large trucker with the voice of a God.
One day this forum might die, but I don't doubt that our little family will be around for while. I love how Mike has inspired many of us to start streaming ourselves, pushing our boundaries. Even if he stops streaming, his legacy will live on through the people who continue producing new content.
Anyways, to wrap this up, I plan on sticking around as long as I can, regardless of what the future holds. Love you guys.
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